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My days are counted, thoughts of suicide
Where to go, all I want is to hide
All the years I’ve been holding on
What’s the loss no one would see I’m gone

Oh, you know it’s true
There’s nothing you can do

And all you say is there’s nothing wrong with me
I see through all your lies
If you knew, why’d you close your eyes
Oh, you know I’m right
Someone turned on my light

Up and down I'm barely sane
And I don’t even know my name

I can’t explain the reason for such pain
Why me
But the way I really feel inside is
Something that I won’t let out
If you’ve felt this way you’d empathize I‘m sure
But I doubt you’ve ever cared


from Nicks & Scratches, released June 1, 2005


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